Fiction, along with a dozen other departments, had its Hate in Records. Records had
the space; half the office had been cleared out in the Small Adjustment of '79. It also made
a nice break for Fiction, because they worked in the lightless depths, while Records was on
Floor Ten, with banks of windows on all four walls. The catch was that they weren't to use
lifts – healthy exercise, comrades! To add insult to injury, there were three “ghost” floors,
which had once contained bustling offices but now stood empty, so Floor Ten was really
Floor Thirteen. This meant not only three extra flights, but that you had to pass those
floors-of-the-dead.
Every landing on the stairs was dominated by a telescreen. Syme and Ampleforth, who
struggled with the climb, kept pausing to comment in apparent fascination on whatever
the telescreen was saying, while panting and mopping the sweat from their brows. Julia had
a habit of smiling at each telescreen as she passed, imagining some bored man in surveillance
being cheered by her appearance. Stairs held no terrors for her. At twenty-six, she'd never
been stronger, and certainly never so well fed. Today she was especially lively after the long,
dull hours of idleness, and trotted up, chattering with everyone she met, pressing hands
and laughing at jokes. Syme's name for her was “Love-Me”, which sometimes gave her
pause, but could have been far worse. Only at the end did she slow abruptly, when she saw
she might overtake O'Brien. As a result, she was right on his heels when the group came
pouring into Records.
The first thing she saw was Smith – Old Misery. He was moving chairs into rows, and,
absorbed in this chore, looked surprisingly likeable. A lean man of roughly forty, very fair
and grey-eyed, he resembled the man from the poster “Honour Our Intellectual Labourers”,
though of course without the telescope. He appeared to be dreaming of something cold
but fine. Perhaps he was thinking of music. He moved with obvious pleasure, despite his
slight limp; you could see he liked to have physical purpose.
But then he noticed Julia, and his mouth thinned with revulsion. It was startling how it
changed him: hawk to reptile. [...]
Without giving it much thought, when Smith sat down, Julia went to sit directly behind
him. She justified it to herself because it was the seat right by the windows. But when
he stiffened, uncomfortable with her presence, she was meanly pleased. Beside her was
a low bookshelf with only one book: an old Newspeak dictionary from 1981, now lightly
rimed with dust. She imagined running her finger through the dust and writing on his nape
with the dirt – perhaps a J for Julia – though of course she never would.
The only trouble was, from here, she could smell him. By all rights, he ought to smell
like mildew, but he smelled like good male sweat. Then she noticed his hair, which was
thick and fine and might be quite nice to touch. So unfair that the Party warped the
good-
looking ones. Let them take the Ampleforths and Symes, and leave the Smiths to her.
Then, wouldn't you know, Margaret came to sit next to Smith, and O'Brien followed after
and sat on Margaret's other side. Margaret and Smith ignored each other. All the Records
people were like that. It was a treacherous job, reading oldthink all day, and Records
workers
kept each other at arm's length. But what troubled Julia now was the question of
why O'Brien was tagging after Margaret. Surely he couldn't enjoy plain Margaret simpering
and sighing at him?
Julia looked away – always the safest option when anyone was doing something peculiar –
and gazed out of the bank of windows. At that moment, a scrap of newspaper
sailed past,
hectically spinning in the air, before it abruptly spread itself and dived to the rooftops
far
below. From this height, you couldn't tell prole neighbourhoods from Party neighbourhoods;
that was always queer. It also took a moment to pick out the gaps where bombs had fallen;
on the street, they were all around you, and London sometimes seemed more crater than
city. There was a private-use fuel ban for daylight hours, and you could make out the rare
wisps of smoke where the A1 dining centres were. Electricity cuts were in force as well, and
the grubby, unlit windows of office buildings had the gloomy radiance of the sea.